yearly update =P

Ok so I'm super bad at keeping this thing updated but I really have to be in the mood to write I guess...

- School is a bitch and can suck a fat one; I will be forever stuck at this community college and serving tables at Olive Garden.

- I was extremely privileged to be asked by my cousin Brandy and her husband to join the two of them and Chris in Oahu in May! I am SO excited there's no words...what a great opportunity! I am so excited I honestly don't know what to do with myself...I've been working like a mad woman six days a week so I can scrounge up some spending money in Oahu. There couldn't have been a more better time then now for this getaway; nice brain break from reality and PEOPLE.

- So I got a tanning membership about two days ago because I figured that I wanted to be tan before I go to Hawaii so I don't get miserably sun burnt while I'm there! So obviously I went too long today because I burnt the shit out of my butt & boobs =/ they are SO incredibly red, throbbing and burning with pain =[

- So...there's a boy. Actual more like a man for a change, he's 24 and his name will be left unsaid because I can still talk about him without you knowing who he is! But with everything in my life follows complication, and yet I am still surprised when these complications occur... Forbidden fruit. It's never easy.

- Max is out of jail. Haha that's a joke and a a half. And of course he comes into Olive Garden the day he gets out to have dinner with a few frieends which OH WEIRD some of them are my friends too so it was just LOVELY. Its always something...


ookkk see this is why i dont often post because towards the end i begin to annoy myself thinking....why the hell does anyone CAREEEEEEE about what Im saying?


excuse me, im a nut case

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U G H S

--I am finding myself to be constantly RESTLESS when I don't have anything going. Especially when I'm not in class or at work, I have grown so restless just hanging out around the house and it's becoming a serious problem.

--I need to kick back off the coffee every single morning and my Coca-Cola intake.

--S is stressing me out so badly lately I'm at my wits end again. I want to blame it on PMS but who knows... I don't feel like S is ever listening to me and I feel a drift, again.

--There is such a fucking overload of students at school that it is becoming extremely difficult to get into classes...I was trying to add a Psych class onto my schedule and there weren't even enough desks for students that were already registered in the class let alone the thirty students trying to ass the class. I feel like school is such a scheme/scam but it's so freakin necessary.

--I'm sick of paying for speeding tickets....three in counting.

--I overwhelm myself with the thought of how much work it's going to take to become a successful Registered Nurse(RN)....EVERYDAY.

--The economy is shit which means the tips are shit which is not good for a server like myself...

--Speaking of work, we're getting a new GM at work and I'm nervous about...



Ok...I need to shut the hell up but whatever....urgggh

I'm A Little Nut Case

I've been horrible lately at keeping this updated but I finally found the time where I could just sit and relax with a cup of coffee and write to help me feel less stressed. So nothing TOO crazy has happened lately...I've been taking advantage of the lazy days before work everyday before school starts up again. For the past ten days I had my third cousin Catia from Gloucester, Massachusetts and her best friend who I've never met or knew even existed over to entertain and show them around Northern California. My godmother invited them out and they stayed at her house for the ten days and my mom, grandma, godmother and myself all took them to several different hot spots in Northern Cali. One of course was San Francisco and that was so fun but another happening that occured while I was on the way to take the girls to Valley Fair was getting my third speeding ticket. =[ UGHH, I'm such an idiot, but I convinced myself that I'm not going to let it bother me because I can't do anything to change it, but it looks like I am off to get a credit card otherwise I will be in grave danger of getting myself in a deeper hole I'm already in. Ayayay. ANYWAYS...next weekend the whole family and myself are going up to Hilmar for a little get together at my Uncle Tony's house in farm country. I'm pretty excited and I think Samantha is coming with. My mom called my cell phone from inside her room from the house phone to ask me if I wanted to get Denny's this morning. I was dying laughing because my mom and I never eat breakfast nonetheless never go out to eat breakfast, it was just so random and funny. I went to the cemetary a few weeks ago to visit my grandpas and also because I purchased a Benfica keychain that I wanted to put on the flower vase on my Avo Mario's grave. Hmmm well nothing else too crazy has been happening but I just thought I should write a little somethin somethin and of course some new pictures.
Ciao Belllas